A Fire Rages in Me

Dear _____,

You are a total jerk. In fact the biggest jerk I have ever met in my entire life. You only ever used me. You only wanted to be with me when it was convenient for you. I wanted you all along, it just isn't fair. You had me wrapped around your finger and took advantage of me. You lied to me over and over. You blinded me with your lies. You haven't changed at all. I don't know why I even believed you when you told me you had. Never again.

This is me telling you that you hurt me beyond words. I still have feelings for you is whats worse, but I'm done with you and I'm moving on. This is my first step. (Second step: Actually send this to you.)

Never talk to me again.

Sincerely,

Elise Wilson

Don't try to wake me up even if the sun really does come out tomorrow.

I decided that in order to find a guy that's worth my time, I should make a list of qualities he should have.

This way I can get these creepers out of my life :P (In no particular order)

Trustworthy

Honest

Cute

Likable/Agreeable/Friendly (Gets along well with everyone)

Loyal

Good intentions

No restraining orders against him XD

Thinks I'm funny, but can take me seriously

Spontaneous/Adventurous

Under the age 20 :P

Caring/Loving

Won't hurt me/Take advantage of me/Walk all over me

Gentleman-like (Chivalry isn't dead yet)

Doesn't try to impress me with money (Can't buy my love)

Funny/HAS A PERSONALITY

Doesn't act different around different people

Doesn't smoke (Anything)

Gets along with his family, my family, and my friends

Is down for illin with my mom and my aunt Beth (My two favorite people)

Will stand up for his friends and beliefs

Follows Christ

Good music taste (Aka-no country guys that only listen to rap)

Has a life/job/goes to school

Is passionate about something (Nature, Art, Music, Ect.)

Has the Emmy and Kelsey BFF Seals of Approval

Open-Minded

NEW BLOG

I started a new blog to complete my new years resolution!

You can find it at:

http://daysequalyears.blogspot.com/

You should follow it! :D